Friday, June 15, 2012

Fix me.

I don't know where to go, who to run too, and i end up driving to your house. Tak dapat jumpa awak, knowing you're around, you're very near to me, cukuplah. But I thought if you knew I'm around, you'd come out to see me, but you only came out upon my request. Sedihnya saya. Awak keluar pun semata-mata nak suruh saya balik. I don't know who to run too... Dulu saya sanggup tunggu awak kat luar rumah nak jumpa awak 2 jam, awak keluar 5 minit awak bising tentang nyamuk. 

God, I don't where to go, I don't know who to run too... 
Sekurang-kurangnya it made me realize, masa happy cakap apa pun sanggup, but when reality struck, poof, semuanya hilang. Yang sweet. yang dijanji. Bukan saya berkata tentang other half saya sahaja, saya pun lebih kurang sama. Bila marah, bila sedih, semuanya lupa. 

As much as I want to retain this relationship, I just don't know how to fix it anymore. Fix me. 

Fix me.