Fullhouse, Sunway Pyramid

Sometimes bringing your boyfriend to meet school friends are cool!

We hardly can meet but they're my friend :)

Sayang tapi Malang, Dia Curang

Don't worry girl, he tells every other girl that she's special. You're just another girl.

Hey people, ever heard of a LOVE TRIANGLE?
According to Wikipedia,

"The term "love triangle" almost always implies that the arrangement is unsuitable to one or more of the people involved. One person usually ends up feeling betrayed at some point. A similar arrangement that is agreed upon by all parties is sometimes called a triad, a type of polyamory, although polyamory usually implies sexual relations. Within the context of monogamy, love triangles are inherently unstable. Unrequited love and jealousy are common themes in love triangles. Though rare, love triangles have been known to lead to murder or suicide committed by the actual or perceived rejected lover.These can be avoided if one just sticks to the one person they love."


or for those yang up sikit taking French classes, it's called, 

French: triangle amoureux

Or untuk yang otak bengap, SAYANG TAPI MALANG, DIA CURANG...

Well I don't know what it's called in Thai but guess what? I know 3 perfect people who're absolutely perfect in playing this love game. Nak tahu siapa? (Oh Geesh I'm so scared! I don't have the guts to tell who!) But for real I'm not someone yang mcm you guys which suka mengaibkan 'kawan-kawan' sendiri. 


These 3 people are:

• Unhappy people.
• Live in a life full of lies.
• perfect liars.
• Envy people in great jealousy.

They are unhappy because they're never true to themselves and never true towards people around them. Kalau berkawan, nak berkawan dengan orang yang berduit. If ada kawan-kawan yang succeed upon their own hardwork or happy dengan their life, akan didengki and mulalah mulut spreading 'the words of love.'


Live in a life full of lies. Dalam cinta tiga segi, tak semestinya one side sahaja yang curang. In this case, si jantan curang, si betina pun sama. Yang jantan, of course, friends will cover him up. When called, phone silent la, busy and whatsoever. Padahal tengah padok gadis dari seberang. Yang betina pulak, non-stop texting dengan jejaka idaman yang tak kesampaian. Tapi mestilah sorok-sorok dengan si jantan sebab SAYANG kan...


Datang pulak a third person inter-frame. but the best part of all is that, susah sangat nak kantoi sebab tiga-tiga pandaiiiii MENIPU! Perfect Liars babe. They could really sweet talks you in front of your face but behind your back masing-masing mulut busuk macam 'bangkai'. Kepada si jantan, kalau ada rezeki kahwin jela dengan dua-dua sekali ye sebab korang bertiga sangat sesuai bersam, tidur satu katil pun tadahal lah. U guys share a great common sense *wink* 


*No wonder life would never choose you or let you choose for yourself, terpaksa rembat apa yang ada sebab if given chances pun, you guy are kind of people yang cuma akan WASTE it. Before you tell someone to GET A LIFE, do something with your life first kay. Worth it ke hidup?*


And biasalah, orang yang tak happy dengan hidup sendiri akan always dengki with others yang berjaya dengan usaha sendiri sebab terfikir, "kenapa aku tak boleh jadi macam dia?" wey, guna otak la baru boley hidup! Ataupun,"Oh happynye dia dengan girlfriend dia... sangat intimate and sweet..." Macam mane kau nak jadi macam tu bila hubungan itself tipu sana tipu sini? duh... - -"
And bila dah dengki, macam-macam lah. Kawan sendiri pun boleh diugut nak reveal secrets and all, that's why rakan-rakan, nowadays friends bukan semua yang can be fully trusted. Ape yang pernah ditolong pun berbakul-bakul semua ungkit balik, tak sedar agaknya yang dia tu lebih banyak SECRETS2 sensasi yang boleh dihebah :)
Bukannya kawan-kawan tak pernah berbudi kepadanya. Inil barulah dikatakan Pathetic, people. So, next time jangan salah guna ye term ini. 


Peliknya, Si curangs-curangs ni perangai lebih kurang sama, macam mane nak kate ye... "Lagi tua, lagi matang." Itulah pemikiran mereka, makanya, perangai pun 'MATANG' sangat. 


How sad...


Sayang tapi malang, dua-dua curang. Kalau tak happy let go... Yakin pada Allah yang Maha Adil tu that He'd destined your life with someone i'Allah. Inilah jadinya bila solat 5 waktu tinggal, Solat jumaat pun x pergi! ( khas untuk jejaka2 sekalian) 


p/s: kalau terasa sendiri2 handle dengan cara matang dan rasional ye. Tak perlu heboh satu facebook. Saya sangat malas nak buat perang status. Pandai-pandai fikirlah, dah besar kan? 


"Words are heard by others, not by you. But... Reflect, then you'll realize that sometimes your words are meant for yourself." If you're so good at talking, how about take a mirror put it ifront of your face and start talking, don't you think it would make a perfect reflection on you? great, great & great :)

Silly lily

Silly isn't it?

You studied for the whole semester & you throw it off just in 2 to 3 hours examination.

You collected a penny a day and finally spend all of it in just a day too?

You take lifetime to keep as much romance novels and burned it when you don't need them anymore.

You are happy with someone you love for more than 2 years (could be 20 years) and you end everything in a second due to a silly argument.

For every single thing you've been doing, for every single person you've been with, will you just give it up when you're at the very bottom of your life? Just give up? Just like that?

14.3.2011

Oh kita dah 2 tahun together lah sayang. Despite dulu orang kate,"Ala baru setahun jagung."
Despite all of their judges, 2 years is long for me. I never kept a thought of an easy relationship. Of course, the waves were hard but we managed. After so much you and I been through. Pretty much for a 2 years-only couple. Dulu awal2 kenal, awal2 bercinta lain, SEMUA INDAH, BAIK BURUK I SUKA LAH. But now we spent lots of time trying to adapt to each other's bad habits and all... Tapi that's how it is supposed to be kan... Better do it before marriage, at least if one of us decide,"aku x tahan lah dgn kau" or "I don't want to spend my the rest of my life dealing with this person" you can still simply cut it off.

Tapi sayang, tahun ni saya tak cukup budget nak celebrate -_____-" but how sweet of you getting a Music Box for me. Pagi-pagi lagi dah dapat Music Box, terasa macam I'm back to the little kiddo world sekejap. Cute baby thanks :) Dah la dapat Music Box, dapat pulak favourite Egg Tart - John King! A very lovely morning oh wait, + FAT :P

-my ballerina in my music box :)-

changed my mind

Foremost this is a poem that has nothing to do with my current situations.

it just came...

I dont want to hear it anymore,

I just want to be alone,

I want to be on my own...

My heart shattered,

my tears suffered,

I struggled,

but he giggled.

A life has been scattered

yet to know that,

A love has been cheated...

With all lies created,

my soul defeated.

Dont shout my name,

I just dont want to hear it,

All i want is for you,

to go away...

by haniishadows

in my world

14.3.2010,

Happy 1st Anniversary Yayan! :)

As i said, all the fights were worth it to last with you till now.

I am just so happy to have you in my life.

Maybe i can questioned, why do you even appear in my life?

And the answer shall be, "to love you baby."

For those who knows us, knows our story, our hardships, and for those who had helped us thorugh it, i dont mind of you judging us. but for those who doesnt, keep your thoughts to yourself. We dont buy it.

I could still remember our first met, it was unexpected & beautiful.

I remember looking at each other without a word, without even knowing each other.

A stare that last until now. that had kept us together...

I'm sure you remember spending the whole night chatting to each other. Of course, i talked less at that time. but I admire how you could stay me awake listening to your stories.

Dear, i am so sure it wasnt Masscom who had build you the way you were or you are. It's just inside of you. ;p

Conflicts by conflicts, i believed it was fate who had matched us at last. who knows...

After so much denial between us, well, it just doesnt work, we're meant for each other.

The truth / Honesty had bind us.

Talking for 3 hours to you wasn't enough. There was just so much to talk about, to tell too.

But hey, i'm sure you never really care about this but i wont forget how people used to condemned you so much that you were with a school girl. but you never give a damn.

but hey sayang, i think i like it better when i was a school girl. we suite anyway. anyhow :)

But mostly what i'd like to tell you on this day was, I want to start a new chapter with you. Let's leave the bitter one behind. Let's leave all the bitches behind and go on with, only us.

I had forgive you but now, i am so ready to forget. you know i am not the kind who forgets, but i would for this, for us.

You've been a great guy on earth to me. You're sweet. You're ..... everything? idk ;p

Even kite pegi cruise bodo2 je on that day, i'd like to tell you how happy i was.

couldnt describe the feeling... it was a perfect day. never forget okay?

Urgh. nagging about you could take me so long... There are just so much about you dear.

I should stop ...

I hope we'll figure out better ways not to fight. haha. i like it sometimes... ^^

i love you Yayan! ILYSM and only u know what it means.