One call that matters.

I really need to chill out. Go somewhere, do something, just to kill the time. Do something that'll make me feel appreciated. Buy a gift for myself...
I know, in relationship there shouldn't be possession, I swear to God I am not trying to control him or something like that. All I ever waited for was for one call, one call after you finish work and before I go to bed, or before you go to bed... It doesn't matter if we barely even talk, but that one call mean so much to me. Even if I don't answer, when I wake up in the morning, to see there's a miscall from you, knowing that you actually called, will make my day. But, I waited and you never called... I called and you never answered. And, when I acted out weird, you asked me "what's wrong?" ??? For real? How am I supposed to explain to you? Tell me, if I explain to you just like how I wrote this post, will you understand? Will you? I think I have said about this before and yet it's happening again, and you expect me to understand this time... Maybe I don't. But I won't speak up... I'm done fighting. All I want is a call. I don't need you to come and see me and tell me you've sacrificed much for me. When I'm sad, I don't need you to be upset. So, now that I'm not telling, when I'm sad, I'll just stay alone. Keep it to myself, and hold onto it. So much for love, I can't even understand it for myself.. One call. That's all. 14.07.2011

ABC flavours, ABC sedap

Kalau tahu jalan ke Wangsa Maju, jalan straight lepas tol menuju ke Wangsa Walk, this is where the stall is located. It's not really a stall, more like on a lorry. But I can tell you, I am willing to go from Puchong to Wangsa Maju just for this ABC!!! :) It is so yummy, very tasty, pekat... And some more. they provide you with flavours if you want! Ada durian, mangga and more. I prefer ABC biasa. Memang terbaik ABC dia :) Kalau bosan tak tahu nak kemana, boleh la melepakkan diri makan ABC kat sini, ABC terbaik wok! ;p

Worth RM3 per cup. MUST TRY!

Have you tried to change once?

"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others."

BERSIH? BERSIH KE? Atau HARUS BERSIH?

BERSIH OH BERSIH. I know many people think it's stupid, burdening and all, but come to think about again there's actually a good thing about bersih. Try to look at a bright side, at least there's somebody checking on what the government s doing, right or wrong. I have to admit, I am still very young(cewahh) and I really don't know much about politics and all but bila dengar cerita about sekolah adik2 yang tak dapat peruntukan dari kerajaan, it's quiet sad. Tandas rosak nak dekat setahun tak dapat repair. Kerusi patah tak dapat ganti. Sekolah ambil initiative kutip derma sampai parents dah bising saying asyik mintak derma je! But what to do, the money they're supposed to get tak sampai sampai. At least the by having the opposition, they can't do just whatever they want. Isn't that's the reason we're in the democratic parliament?
Okay fine, whatever, of course there're always pros &cons... The cons? ROADBLOCKS AND TRAFFIC JAM everywhere! My 20 mins journey became 2 and a half hours yesterday in Federal Highway -_-" The news has gotten to the international level, foreigners are advised not to fly to Malaysia, it's kinda a bad image towards Malaysia. Malaysia is known for  harmony country where everyone is friendly and nice but the image is being corrupted. So, basically tak tahu nak cakap Bersih is a good thing or a bad thing. It is so sad realizing that Malaysia politics are turning into some kind of Thailand's. It makes people afraid.

Okay, lastly I hope my post won't get me to jail ;p Tidak berniat untuk menghina :)
Let's hope for the best for MALAYSIA :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BcVg3Sapjk&feature=youtu.be

And I present you a few voices I copied from a person's facebook,

"Maybe someday if your dad are convicted without any trial, or your mother cannot pay her surgery fees, or your brother are beaten to death in custody, or your sister are forced to change clothes in front of the police, maybe that day you learn why some people are joining the Bersih demo."

"Ambil satu kertas putih, conteng satu noktah hitam. Tanya orang apa yang kau nampak? Nampak noktah hitam kecik tu. Kertas putih besar gila tak nampak? Sekarang ni kau nampak orang nak buat demonstrasi 'nak kacau keamanan'. Government yang oppressive gila tamak kuasa sanggup buat apa-apa nak pertahan kuasa kau tak nampak?"

"Demo hari Sabtu tengah hari kau cakap ganggu rezeki orang. Tapi lebih dr 10 road block hari weekdays time orang nak pergi kerja tak ganggu pulak? Demo dekat KL sahaja kau cakap ganggu pergerakan orang. Tapi tutup semua perkhidmatan bas, komuter, and LRT 9hb ini tak ganggu pergerakan pulak? Semua rasa pendemonstrasi itu penjenayah tapi pagi tadi di Johor ada mamat culik semua budak tadika jadi hostage siapa nak kesah?"

On the other hand,

"Rasenye semuorg dapat ape die nak. Ape lagi yang tak cukupnye ni? Orang lain tu bole bagi ke ape korang nak?"

"Bersih bersih bersih. Bersih sangat orang yang nak membersihkan orang tuu? Ungrateful earthlings."

But for me;

"Menyokong bbrp idea pmbgkng bkn brerti mnentang kerajaan. Menyokong bbrp idea kerajaan bkn brerti mnentang pmbgkng. Otak kita msti lbh luas." 

How are you feeling?

"If you fight like you're married, talk like best friends, and flirt like first loves, you're meant to be."

Fight like we're married... Talk like best friends... and flirt like first loves... but things were never right... ;( 


Currently listening to: The Script - For the First Time

Surprise Birthday Party

I can't sleep, mungkin sebab dah tidur petang tadi. Itulah, mama dah kejutkan tapi gatal nak tidur, kononnya letih and here I am babbling alone.
Tawar hati. I need an exact definition for that. How about if you love a person much yet you feel that? Possible? Entah, yang pasti what I'm feeling isn't something I would classify as 'tawar hati'. Well, whatever (ayat cover!)

Last Thursday was my love's birthday. Well, didn't do much for this year as I have a very tight budget. I was quite in dilemma in deciding how to make his day... Last year, we celebrated with family. So, I thought I'd do something different. Thinking of taking him to the Garden restaurant in Sunway or Italiannies at the Curve but thinking of going out just together, the both of us, doesn't makes me feel excited. I mean, it could go awkward or he might be bored of going out just the two of us, yelah everytime pun boleh keluar berdua what... So, what came to my mind was he'd be so happy if his friends could gather in one place at one time. He can hardly gather his friends, they're often busy working and stuffs. Sometimes, dia pulak yang tak ada masa lagi2 since he starts working at Celebrity Fitness. So, I decided to gather his friends and make it a surprise for him and mission started by inviting each of his besties, people that I know. Everything was planned well, it should turn out fabulously but I spoiled it. Hanii pulakk... mampu planning, hancus. Last minute plan, tukar location, and I decided to bake the cake (it was my sis actually ;p). Rush balik from my work place, tukar baju and all tak sempat siap pun and nak confirm lagi dengan everyone else, I sucked in planning haha.

But Alhamdullilah, surprise tak surprise lah jugak dia. Maybe I dah kantoi sikit awal2 tu, but he never expected around 10 of them will turn up. I pun actually ;p Happy sangat, because of them lah my surprise menjadi, even lambat and all, tolak tepi lah, dah lepas pun. And special thanks to Naz, who I believed came all the way from Puncak Alam to make it happen. Not to forget Nick, Ateen, Anis, Jijie, Mimi, Apip, Dayah, Kak Ton, and Shah :) Thank you guys, and Happy Birthday <3 

Location: McD jalan Telawi, Bangsar.